Wednesday, June 17, 2009

GTO

Haha Really love the anime GTO

Hmmm.... extract some of the phrase:



Onizuka: "Do not call me a trash."

Onizuka: "Do not call my students trash."

Onizuka: "If I am a teacher, i will not call my student trash."

Onizuka: "I have break down this wall(physical wall), the rest(heart wall) is up to you."

Onizuka: "Maybe I am really Stupid, when I am in Junior high, my teacher used to call us stupid, and it really make me think I am stupid." [Talking about some unthoughful ppl]

Onizuka: "Believe in yourself."

Onizuka: "Let make today a Great Day."

Onizuka: "Think about others, it is easy to die(sucide), but think about people(bullies) that is living, they have do summon great courage to continue living." [Maybe applied on parent, HaHa]

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Realisation

Back to mood swing period....

Every time I had a mood swing, I get to realise more and more dirty and ugly the world is ... ...

I hate it when:
1) Some people I know may tell me I do not know the full picture
2) They doubt may word although it is truth (sometime i did exggerate, but some are truth in there but they turn down the whole statement)
3) They still think the world is nice and there is alot of things better than wat i saying....


COME ON, everyone can see how dirty the world has become over the years....

Firstly
Why learn self-defence, martial art?
-to defence ourself?
-defence against robber?
-defence against bully?
-worst.... to bully others?
-bloody worst... to kill other human?

Or is it the against wild beast our Ancestor has been depanding on for food however respecting the wildlife at the same time and. Yea it might also be for physical activity but how many nowadays are not expolting the existence of this art of defence?


That lead on to question 2
Why are we cutting a boundary between human and other animals?
-Shouldnt all animal given the right to live on earth too?
-Space constrain? What bullshit, if there is no space for us, then do birth control, some human are worst then those beast outside and they are allow to LIVE?

Dont go bullshitting around, when we can live in forest with the wildlife who created these invisible boundary between us. So what we are living in fear? Without fear existing, courage dun exist too, is human wisdom too dumb for this?


Extra:
Once I am thinking that maybe 2/3 of the human population need to die someway or another way, but who is willing to sacrifice themselves. This is a good question , maybe someone wise can come out an answer to this.

But the main point:
Time to rebalance, human should not use this brain for domination of the world, but to protect the world balance. Given knowledge, it is better to control over it or protect it? PPL is too insane over controlling over it.

There is no way for any of us to do it, you may say:
"Look, I done it!"

But watch closer, you are not digging a grave for yourself, but others too.



KK enough of general thought...
Since I am a Singaporean, i not afraid to say i am a Spoilt-Brat, and I dare challenge I not the only spoilt brat.

Looking at what primary students can "offer", can send every adults, even youngsters of my generation shaking down our spine.

If you guys have any spare time, have a quick.... Hmmm.... observation outside the primary school during their dismiss. You will be astonish how vulgarities came out of them like a "beautiful poem". WOW, they outdid the pervious generation with much ease.

So whose fault? Their peers? Theirs senior? Thier Teachers? Their country? Their parent?
Or this culture which we have been so used to?

Yea we might be way better than stone age people, but i could say the emotion (i using it as a noun) that is inborn in us is eroded by this so call "Y-generation", "evolution of human"

Why must we follow this trend, with adult, parent, government bodies telling us we must study hard for the future, what are future without a present or a past? Who/What are setting a datum line for the education level?

PRESSURE.

But who set this pressure on ourself?
A) Ourself
B) Parents
C) Teacher
D) PEERS
E) CULTURE
That I leave it for people to think.

What is this so-call "education" coming to?
The roots is so corrupted, i think most of us is lost too in this so-call education.
Most of us has been taught the hard-skilled knowledge, but what that has not been taught is the very basic need.

-Trust
-Friendship
-Loyalty
-Honesty

-Love

Ya ya, alot of school emphasis on this value, and they keep on talking about it, and keep on talking, and so on and so on. Blah, Blah Blah...? But end of the day?

Verbal talk without any action equal to nothing. Cause what we need is examples to learn from it. Maybe most of the time we are tie down to what they call Laws, Rules, Regulation, etc...

Let see, when we talk about helping others, are we talking on physical need like helping others hold on to their things, or helping people with emotion needs?


Look, should people look out for one another if they know each others? Or like everyday stranger we should help too? I feel that human are no longer united as one. We are breaking into cluster.

Maybe what we need now is a huge diaster that put us together eh? By that time, it is too late, we wouldnt learn to open and listen to each other, each cluster will jus sent out their "best" and debate for a month for " WHO GOT THE BRIGHTIST IDEA!!!"


Here i not making any advertisment for any show, but i felt that parents and teachers should watch "Great Teacher Onizuka", the show helps me reflect on alot of things, like what we really need when we were young. (I like how it teaches me about real friendship and false friendship!)

While others like naruto set me off thinking about hatred (going off track).
Liar Game that show how people can betray each other so easily (although there is a girl character inside that is basically not existed in this world)

So, Should we continue living in this so call illusioned world or someone should step out? (NOT ME I NOT SMART ENOUGH FOR THIS SORT OF REVOLUTION)

End off with the song LYRICS: POISON

I want to believe for eternity

I want to think until the end

That there must be a reason for me to live

Smiling with a cold look -

The one who had his/her soul violated -

Is there any pain when your tears flood?


In a world like this where one can't even say what one wants

POISON

I live on without faking myself

OH OH


In order to have some pride

In this moment when we face each other straightly,

Fighting is also necessary

Sitting on the stairs

We kept on talking about our endless dreams

Until the dawn


Season changes unintentionally.

Are we unconsciously going to look down

And get used to being taken by life?

In a world like this where one can't have even a small dream

POISON

I want to keep liking my individuality at any time

OH OH

Since I want to keep the days I live with freedom

As an important thing,

I'll start to live the way I want to live


I don't wanna be manipulated by dirty lies and words

POISON

I don't wanna look away from the sincere feelings

In a world like this where one can't even say what one wants

POISONI

live on without faking myself

OH OH

In order to have some pride

In this moment when we face each other straightly,

Fighting is also necessary