It suck sleeping at 11.30pm waking up at 5am because you head suddenly itch like hell....

I wanna slp

Been feeling so dumb and stupid...

Watching and downloading You are my destiny cause SNSD of Yoona in it... Ya it is consider "old" drama... but i just wan to watch cause it is one of the fully sub korean show starring Yonna...


Thought i can learn to look at human from another culture point of view
End with learning nothing more on human....

It is a show, just another hard to get love story and end with happily ever after... It never will, and shouldnt will happen in real live.... It is another human innocent way of hoping and wasting time as far as i consider now and understand...

When have i been so negative about live? Or had i always been this way? Maybe I have to continue to act like an idoit and an asshole so that I can continue to fit into what human call the "way of live" such that I can continue to buried the negative feeling ~ for sometime...?

Boring~
Smile is an mask to hide my inner self. What if i destroy the mask forever for my own good?

Yeah another aweful weekend with lots of thing to do


FIGHTING~!!!