Thursday, November 26, 2009

Happy 18

YEAH! Ytd was a great day.

THANKS TO MY CLASSMATE< U ALL MADE MY DAY


THANKS FOR THE NEW BAG U ALL BROUGHT TOO.



AND THANKS FOR STAYING BACK FOR THE LITTLE PARTY AFTER CLASS.!

And THANKS to others who wishes me as well ^_^

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Very Very Piss Off Now Although not Showing It...

Very Very Piss Off Now Although I not Showing It...



Damn it, i wonder why should i ever so bother with u at the first place, u r jus someone very importantly connected in blood to me. But why should i even boil my blood and vessal at the first place making myself so piss off.

U r the one in wrong, not that coffee boy, why cant u admit it after i tell u in low voice and u want to blow it up by saying i not helping u. U r jus disgracing urself in public not me. Better Know it and understand it well. Dun ever be small-minded

U r a adult for whoever sake, be ur age and grow up. U r suppose to be the one to guide me in wrong and correct, not me. If it is ur fault, can u kindly show some apologise to the person rather den saying i not helping u? Please stop being so childish, ur mentality is lower den a kidz to me.

Didnt u learn before how powerful the 3 words "i am sorry" is? It is ok if u didnt teach me, i can learn it myself. But it is wrong if not never show it when u r wrong. Can u be a better Role Model? Please, dun make ur pass 50years wasted.








Ok stop talking about u!








Now i rather take a step a back and i dare to say, parent at this generation, is there alot or is there only a few that understand the strength of "3 words" phrase and a simple gasture?

Dun be a simpton that waste ur life.

Something like:
"i am sorry"
"i love you"
"Thank You" (in chinese is 3 word)

Others:
I wish u well
Do your Best (in chinese is not 3 word)
U can do it
A cheek kiss for small kid below age of 3
A little Embrace for kid below age of 3

All this make a big different.
Start Being a Builder den becoming a wet blanket

A Simple thing as listed above, u didnt need to teach it or learn it, it should be inborn. But at least show ur kidz when to show appreciation. Dun be a ****..... Loser


Please,
The from the lesson, there is a phrase u should remember

The Only person u can ever change is yourself!

Only by changing Yourself, your ways, ur behaviour, others will den change themself because of ur changes






I would wan to post a Question or rather a challange, hope people who can change now or people who is going to be a parent or "young adults" of my age think through this...

Would u rather:
1) Have a child to be model by u to be someone u can show off to.
2) Have Yourself to be a model to be someone your child can look up to.




Choose for Yourself.


And Damn please note that:

When u lose ur trust and respect for a little soul. U will be feeling the damn sad way how a CHILD LOSE THEIR RESPECT AND TRUST TO A PARENT. IT IS THE SAME FEELING, do not think only ur pride is hurt, ur responsiblity to guide them when they are in wrong is more den how you, urself is feeling. To treat the next generation to be someone little to be reckon with, u r wrong. In time they will bring the WRONG VALUES SHOWN AND GIVEN BY YOU.

Adults teaching the wrong ideas Pls ******* wake up ur ideas.
Plan before you ever want to give birth for whoever sake.



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Very Very PISS MODE

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

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INFJ - The "Confidant" Jungian Personality Types

INFJs, making up an estimated 1% of all people, are the most rare type (males even more so). They are introspective, caring, sensitive, gentle and complex people that strive for peace and derive satisfaction from helping others. INFJs are highly intuitive, empathetic and dedicated listeners. These traits tend to act as a "tell me what's wrong" sign on their forehead, hence the nicknames Confidant, Counselor or Empath. INFJs are intensely private and deeply committed to their beliefs
(Rare? I am just another common being....)

NFJs are gentle, caring, complex and highly intuitive individuals. Artistic and creative, they live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities. Only one percent of the population has an INFJ Personality Type, making it the most rare of all the types."
- Portrait of an INFJ (The Personality Page)

"INFJs enjoy a greater clarity of perception of inner, unconscious processes than all but their INTJ cousins. Just as SP types commune with the object and "live in the here and now" of the physical world, INFJs readily grasp the hidden psychological stimuli behind the more observable dynamics of behavior and affect."
- INFJ Profile (TypeLogic)

"creative, smart, focus on fantasy more than reality, attracted to sad things, fears doing the wrong thing, observer, avoidant..."
(I Hate to admit it, the points are so true, except for maybe point 1 and 2?)
- INFJ Jung Type Descriptions (similarminds.com)

"...desire to contribute to the welfare of others and genuinely enjoy helping their companions. Although Counsleors tend to be private, sensitive people, and are not generally visible leaders, (i swear i wont lead anymore, thanks) they nevertheless work quite intensely with those close to them, quietly exerting their influence behind the scenes..."
- The Portrait of the Counselor Idealist (Keirsey)

"INFJs tend to be devoted to what they believe in and seek work where their needs, values, and ideals can be deeply engaged. They move on the wave of their inspirations and are determined to see that their values are worked out in their lives. They will work toward their goals individually and, when needed, will put together a team of other highly dedicated people like themselves."
- INFJ - The Mystic (Lifexplore)

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Last Day at Work

Announcement:
Officially 16-10-2009 is my last day working in swissotel for YEAR 2009

Just couldnt believe it, i had pass 3 week of my holiday working.
Started work on 21-9-2009 and it ended so soon...

T.T


Been making lots of new friend across Singapore at the work place
As a Runner in hotel rocks!!!


Haha that the one of the best part time job u can ever get for first working experiences

U get to observed many people in hotel:



  1. The Tired
  2. The grumble
  3. The Happy-Go-lucky
  4. The Troublesome
  5. The Busy
  6. The family sort
  7. Etc. Etc.


Haha, after this should be some Testimonial:

Communication Dept

Manager: Wendy
Asst Manager: Mimi, Sharon

Officer: Lavin
(The very very busy senior offiicer tha t is working on my first day there, therefore she is quite important as she provided the ice-breaking environment for my first day working. Her "speech" can be very very lame that only i know when to laugh at it. SomeTime i can laugh till she buey tahan me cause i keep laughing at her. She is 30+ still looking for her Mr. right. Intrested please contact me for her number. But beware, there is more than one love rival for u once u step in as a new challanger.)
Hmmm... before my last day, she reminded me to say something good about her to my classmate. So here i go... say "something good about me"... HAHA

Yani,
Rena,
Dana


Operator: SRY!!! I couldnt remember most of the name so i decided not to write any

Runner:

  • Wee Hao ( that me!!!)
    The small and childish looking kidz. Been ask by lots of peeps of hs actual ages and been disturb alot by people who is asking him wat primary he was in....
    After the F1 period in the hotel, extented two more week working there and been given title: Harry Potter. (He hate it alot) because he is so hyper and seldom stop working because he is afraid he will fall alseep in work. Special skill, fly around the dept
  • Samual
    My first "Teacher" that show me around wat to do and where to go, what to write on a note book and wat to say. My first buddy in the job. The friend of Alan and salvia (that two is one day younger than me to go in HAHA which make the second and third friend i make). He has a amazing speed in doing his job. ^_^
  • Dave
    My so-call second "teacher" because i buddy him at the second day... but mostly he tested me what i had learn during my first day. ^_^ Only see him twice and he disappear for holiday somewhere. Nickname by Ida: The unstoppable mouth


The Full Timer...

  • Uncle Rajan
    Mr Fax Man, quite big size at his arm. One punch can cause u blue black. Used to be a doorman. Erm... Disturb people alot. Although he was a Indian, his chinese rocks. He usually sing chinese song and disturb the housekeeping china worker till they buey tahan and scold uncle Rajan. Can be very Funny if u r there to see it.
  • Uncle Chong
    The Telephone Expert, if there is any spoilt phone in the hotel room, we usually ask him to help to solve the problem. But my first "teacher" to teach me laundry return, and he teach me the trick to do it fast and how push the trolley loaded with laundry.
  • Auntie Elisa
    The mother of Kelvin. She is very kind. Really. Been talking to her alot when working there but the topic erm... not intresting to you all and i so-call... forget the topic le. hehe
  • Big Sister Ida (i dun wan to be killed calling her auntie)
    The fairmont side runner, she has a speed the is awesome when doing job. She was doing very fast and even when there is alot of pending job, she never ask for help. However people also seldom have the chance to ask her to help. She love to cook her own food forher lunch or dinner cause she like to eat what she love to eat. But becareful not to step on her or provoke her or u gonna get a scolding that u would never ever like!
  • Auntie Robiah (it sound like ruby though)
    Also fairmont side runner, she is quite straight forward when telling u thing. Some may not like it though. But her experience is quite rich. The first teacher of Alan and salvia


  • Uncle Hussain
    Mr good morning uncle. No matter what the time of the day, he always say good morning in chinese. He teaches me the art of "eat snake" however it was not something i can learn so easily beacuse u need a extraordinary body likes he that can complete jobs very fast. He was a part time runner but a full time security. He know his way around and zoomz there he goes.
  • Uncle David
    Full time security. Only see him once as runner...
  • Kelvin
    Aunti Elisa son. Working as per timer. Married. Been before a bagpacker. Chat with him alot. Sort of one of my closer friend inside. Last day 13th october as runner. 19th oct will be starting his full time job as a salesman.
  • Guan Long
    Hmmm, nothing much to say about him.... Used to be my secondary school classmate though. The same buddy samuel as me for his first day. But 1 year before he was already working at swiss at swissotel as house keeping. So experience... Last day 11th october, he getting a new car and go havoking!
  • Ah Yao
    Many said that he look like me. Can e my father or long lost brother. But i think what connect us is because we were wearing similar specs. Last day at 10 or something october. He is going NS soon.
  • Alan
    Mr panic... At start he is ok with one or two jobs. However when the walkie start to ring with 5 jobs he will get panic. But after three week, he gotton used to it. Once he got to handle 21 wake up call. Haha he said that he was at Biz Ctr at that time and his walkie ring 5min non-stop and he couldnt do anything as the job keep coming in. Haha tough on him, people even thought that his walkie spoilt liao. Been chatting and partner him for lunch and dinner. Haha on the last day, chatted with him alot and he used to have one attribute that is same as me but... SECRET. BLAH!!!
  • Salvia
    Alan and samual friend. Erm do not know what to say... Very small size, the fairmont uniform couldnt fit in... Erm... Erm.... really dont know...
  • Shaleh
    A very handsome guys... Quite smart... Used to work in housekeeping when he is in ITE. Now a poly student. A brief history: when he work in housekeeping that time, he got one officer that look down on ITE student, and also like to bully others people. One day a eventful event happen. I forget what happen. AND he said this to her: "Do not look down on ITE student, one day i going to show u what i can do." Few Year Later, he was back, and he met her (the officer again). She ask: " so where are you from" and he reply: "poly". That officer was like so shock and she could only reply: "..... erm.. ok." And shaleh did it.
  • Monirul
    Hmm. He got a weird smirk on his mouth that i wan to erased.... That all!
  • Herwin
    A very very Mr. Careful. He always double check when he doing job. Erm... when tag team with shaleh to disturb me. Is quite irritating... Not quite, but very irrtating...
  • Weas
    A long time part timer.... Erm only met him once
  • Hui Ying
    RP attachment student working during F1 period. She look quite like SanShui women without hat and pair with samuel SanShui man, they will be a pair for phototaking.... Haha...
  • Dila
    Hmmm....Also a RP attachment student. she look like always on phone. Smsing smsing and smsing. Think she got multi-million business with her boyfriend. Hehe.
  • Yan Ting
    Ms Kan Chiong Spide.The last of three attachment student from RP. The person who say my lame joke and words very childish.... And she also say Alan speak like a old man... Hmm, she like korean language...
  • Aidil
    Friend of Monirul. He got weird smile always on his face. He like look at mirror and do his hair alot.... ROLL eyes.... Once i told him a stupid joke when he making milo drink. Add milo power, some sugar and milk.... and put some chemical X. BOMB! u got a milo MONSTER!!!!
  • Daniel
    Friend of Mimi, hmm the only one that can withstand A and B shift like me. Has a way of doing his own thing...
  • Nazri
    A old time not see runner. He used to be in communication dept when they are still using pager to run around. Haha quite old.
  • Shaiful
    The younger brother of shaleh. See him once only.


The Add-on (decide not to say anything...)

  • Chiang Zhi Hao
  • Zhen Quan
  • Wang Cong
  • Hui Yock
  • Juilance (sry couldnt spell ur name I know "my bad")


Hmmm Let Start at 15-10-2009 (thursday)

Work morning shift 7am-3pm.
After work went home for a change and ready for runner gathering at Singapore Flyer

8 of us turn up
Ah Yao (the organiser)
Shaleh
Samual
Alan
Salvia
Hui Ying
Dila

&

ME


Went to meet them at Marina Square Mac
Couldnt recall where to go and call for help.
Stupid Shaleh tell this:

Take hogwarts express from platform 12 3/4, meet ur friend ron hermonie and they will lead u there.

Man i really for get how to go at that point of time....
Lucky i suddenly recall and meet them...

Went to popeyes for dinner at 6++++ near to 7pm
Saw Hui Teng my secondary school classmate with her JC classmate eating at popeyes. Exchange Hi and i go with my friends to search for tables...

HUI TENG U R SO COLD, after 2 years never meet we only talk for 2 sentences T.T
Stupid sister.....

Haha just kidding...

Ah Yao treated us to dinner ^_^
After dinner we went on flyer for 30mins....

Ticket price was $10 for students...
And Ah Yao was saying, wasted his first time on friend... Hmmm, what it mean i wonder?


Have alot of photoshot with them...
But i dun have his msn... So who care. Uploading it is slow anyway... decided not to have any to put up here.



16-10-2009 (friday)
Hmm decided that friday will be the end.
Work Double shift A + B 7am to 3pm and den 3pm to 11pm
16 hours including 2 hour of break and 14 hours of work


Decided to write the whole log of what i have been doing for friday.

05 00 Wake Up
05 35 Leave Home
06 55 Report to work
07 00 Talk the walkie and pack some amm.
07 09 Went for breakfast with Alan
07 18 Walk around doing Job with Alan
07 30
Rush back to comm dept Found out that i take the wrong walkie 1106 instead of 1107. Therefore explain why i do not have any pending job.
07 32 Recieved 5 pending job as fast as i switch on the walkie. Luckily saiful was there and he spilt Job with me.
07 40 Rush to Guest room 4252 to deliver HairDryer
07 42 Rush to Exc Club to pick up room 5850 laundry

Return back to comm and found out i forget to go to lobby for every morning laundry pick up

08 00 Pick up laundry at Lobby for guest room 3660, 954, 2861, 4460
08 03 Go to room 3952 to deliver newspaper.
08 14 reach STS Front Desk to deliver Fax2993

Met Aunty Elisa on the way back and she helped me deliver two hair conditional ^_^

08 33 Ldy Pickup for room 2571

After that recive alot of Job But....

09 14 Wake up Call at room 2658
09 18 Deliver Fax2994 at room 3161
09 20 Reach STS airline Desk deliver Fax 2999, 2997, 2998, 2995 and 001

CLEAR LOTS OF JOBS AT ONE GO!

09
26 Gotton D&D (do not disturb) Laundry and deliver it to room 1263

After that went to Biz Ctr to get a Fax

09 31 Went to deliver 3 pin adapter to room 3063
09 39 Went to room 2260 deliver the Fax gotton from biz ctr.

Found out that two ofmy job got cancel and reassign to aunty Elisa but on the way met her and since i no more pending job, i help her with my two assigned job. ^_^

09 41 Room 2267 laundry pick up
09 42 Room 2269 laundry pick up


After that have some rest at pantry before job incoming again.

09 55 Room 6553 ldy Pick up


Have a long long rest after that chit chat in pantry because market slow down le after 10am le . ^_^


10 42 Room 1042 1 sewing kit (think she wan to sew something...)
10 44 Room 2756 deliver Fax 006.


And finally My friend Wang Cong came at 11am for Work


11 13 Room 3271 1 Iron (not the element iron but the iron clothes Iron)

After that i bring to communication the spoilt iron i recive from room 3271 and... IT SMELL DAMN BAD. SMOKE COME OUT OF IT and YUCKS. QUICKLY THROW IT AWAY.....
(The truth is i on it see smoke still asking erm.... is it spoilt??? I continue ask Aunty Elisa. Suddenly got 3 person yell at me to off it, it is spoilt. I quite like too dumb and slow to react... LOL)


11 32 Room 1363 Remote Control (went for two trip with wang cong.... and found out our remote control couldnt work for volume.... In the end request for engineering help... :( failure... Haha nvm)

12 23 Room 1265 ldy pick up

Went for break at 13 00 for lunch....

13 30 back from lunch and get one reassigned job back from wang cong...
13 49 Room 3562 deliver 2 Blanket (why it took so long? At first need to find blanket, after that i go to room 3652 to deliver it to found out i was sent to the wrong room by the frontdesk or something, walkie back to comm and learned the correct room again...)

14 07 Bring a standing Fan and a extension cord back to communication dept from house keeping dept.
14 12 Room 3760 for Fax 013
14 26 Room 3752 1 bath towel back when i reach there, the guest wan another one so i bring it lor... what can i do
14 31 Room 3560 Bring two towel


On the way back receive one job i feel like crying...

14 38 Bring a Fan there, go Comm dept take.... Get wang cong to help me to bring it over to 17th floor...

After that went back to comm to rest until 14 45 where there is meeting for B shift people... Got two new job at 14 55 but it was later reassign because of change shift...

After 15 00 change to High-Rise runner

15 38 Room 6067 Rtn D&D laundry
15 41 Room 6156 2 BathRobe and 2 Toiletry Set (consist of Body Gel, Shampoo, Conditional, Body Lotion, Comb, Shower Cap and Cotton Buds.)
16 00 Room 6156 Deliver one Strait Times Newspaper
16 02 Room 4661 Fax 023
16 03 Room 4669 Fax 018
16 04 Room 4162 Fax 016


Arr than suddenly alot of Jobs that make walkie ringgggggg


Luckily we have people just for laundry rtn so i cut down on three Job... Namely Room 5858, 4764, 6666 done by Herwin. Hehe!

16 08 Room 4252 Deliver 3-Pin adapter (At that time he request for 2-Pin adapter but i reckon his appliances is 2-Pin + i only have 3-pin adpt on my body at that time, so i deliver 3-pin adpt instead, and it work... Lucky.... No extra trip back to Comm... From floor back to dept need 5min to and 5 min fro....)
16 25 Went to room 4467 for phone testing and from out the phone has no problem at all... The guest do not know how to used phone line 1 and 2 thats all -_-
16 14 Room 4255 for 3 Bath towels
16 20 Room 5055 2 Comb. (Lucky i have it around with me do not need go back comm again)
16 35 Take one box from biz ctr and deliver to guest room 4354. Help him pack some paper into the box.
17 17 Excort IT valet to Room 2054 (Is actually somebody job... Finally got some rest and... T.T)
17 41 Room 5061 1 Fan. (from 17-41, run around to get one fan... Run to floor 15 of swiss to find, that found out is floor 15 of fairmont, do not know how to go to the raiser, so Yani get Herwin to help me. Meet Wang Cong on the way to help me bring the Fan. But halfway, he got job.... So went to deliver on my on... On floor 50, find some tissue to clean the Fan cause it is dusty...
18 02 Room 5059 Bath Salt (find quite long as i thought is the cube sort of Bath salt but found out is very powder form de...
18 03 Room 5062 Ldy P/up (actually at first i blur tot is ldy rtn, so i find very long... after that den found out is ldy p/up...)

This is a total chaos and mess out make by me before the break... Last three job before break... Look like food is important for word afterall....

18 08 Went for Break for Dinner with Zhen Quan...

19 00 Back from break found out that Herwin deliver ldy for 6552 but 6552 has D&D sign. Since there is time for the Laundry Rtn, he left it at the crest desk with some lady.... Chiang Zhi Hao dun be sad for ur vitamin M. Herwin missed his chance too. It is all fated.
19 37 Go room 6556 to collect BroadBand modem (forget to take the charger...)
19 54 Room 4671 deliver 3-Pin adpt.


Tio called back to comm on the way....
Found out that at the room 5059, that bath salt one, i mess out the whole toilet as i pour the salt on the tray.... Guess complain, officer tio shoot, i tio shoot. And found out that for the Broadband modem i forget to take the charger also....
Stupid Mistake for the last day.....

20 07 Room 4857 3-pin adpt
20 13 Room 6556 to take the Charger...
2o 57 Room 5858 3 ldy Bag


Then rest for quite long rawr! Rest chit chat and den.....

22 40 Zhen Quan last 20min chiong like mad, over 10+pending job.... Guest bully Him....
22 46 Room 4552 Remote Control
22 48 Room 3953 Remote Control (actually i bring one remote control with me to room 4552, but lucky i got bring extra battries... so i bring a good one go room 4552 exchange for the spoilt one, and insert new batteries and bring to room 3953. Mission Done)

22 55 Since It was my last day, i decide to pack the tea pack to the name and it took me quite sometime, there are English Breakfast, Grey Earl, Emperor, Jasmine Queen, Mint, +one more i forget the name....


Finish work at 23 10, went home with Zhen Quan
23 48 Zhen Quan went down at Clem Station
23 50 Psp Sudden went dead on me... SOB SOB T.T U have done well psp.... I will get u repair soon...

After that is brand new day.... It look weird but who care


24 18 Reach Home
25 00 Slp


Tips of the Last Day: $0. Yup u saw correctly $0. Hehe. Lucky i believe work for work not for tips if not how to hang on like "sombody"....! Dun worry i targeting on one person only Hehe.




That all fokes!





Tuesday, September 29, 2009

YEAH!

Singapore F1 was finally over
Woos



The job as runner is not as tiring as before now...
Learned my lesson

Do not work two shift for two consecutive day...
7am to 11pm for sat and sun really tired me out.
My legs like breaking apart now....


Haha.
Even didnt get much tips, but this job is fun!!!


Haha someone get s$100 tips.
SO good and lucky lor....




Haha but den even if there is lots of laughter, there will be always some ****ing guest that is not understanding and piss you out. However, there one or two will never spoilt my days as i see them as a lesson to be learned. POSITIVE WAYS ROCKS.



Haha, actually got alot of things, but too tired to remember it.
^_^

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Work

WaKaKaKa

Started work second day
^_^

So fun but leg very tired....
I am runner in communication dept of swissotel during F1 period

Haha need deliver laundry and pick up laundry, deliver fax and some bath towel, soap, adaptor, etc when guest need it.

Haha been learning from samual alot from knocking door to using walkie...

Hope to solo soon for my job, been pairing up with samual.


Now when going oversea, i really think twice about putting DO NOT DISTURB sign.
It is kinda irritating when someone call you to take something, but he put do not disturb. U need to run to nearby phone to call a operator for the guest to open te door.

Extra Step is a time lose T.T



But thou must remember smile and the GEM (go for extra miles)
HaHa.


Hmm hope the next five day goes well
If any guys rich enough, try to get a room in swissohotel, let see if i am fated to serve you for next 5 day of my work.


It is F1 period, i can ensure you, the "BOMB" u spent will worth it when u get to see the stars

Opps wat stars?
^_*

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Finally feel like posting sth...


HaHa

Another sem had past, the question is still there, my doubt is still there...
Forget it.



Haha
The song: "i will survive" is very funny. Remember the time when class tutor show us during the FMB lecture. Some was laughing


But toward the exam period, this song somehow help me to pull up my socks. MUG!!!




Last Wednesday 2-9-09 we had our class gathering at relax@moberly
Haha it was fun. And i manage to ask some dumb question and got shoot back by whole class.

^_^


Guess this had started to integrat into my style as i slowly forgotten who i wanna be when i am young.


Past Present Future, time will tell me apart

^.^



Today Send two of my classmate to thailand. (Wei Loon and Xu Jing)
See them to budget airline terminal. First time saw budget airline


Not Impress at all. :P

But as least is better den wat i imagine :D

Ya if two of u come across this post.


DUN MISS THE WHOLE CLASS THIS 6 WEEKS IN thailand
( for OITP, "incase some of u misunderstood they go honeymoon", possible chance 88% for luck)

And We Wont Miss u that much, haha jk.
Dun come crying back home after one week, must endure and enjoy the 6 week OITP hor!



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Thursday, July 23, 2009

Cute tagger

I found that some tagger damn CUTE

They make some random comment, leaving fake name and laugh.
Mature? u r not much better. Tee Hee

This world suck as usual, those peeps should just die.
Ur life are as worthless as it should be,

SEFUWN RFCS, me ROFLMAO

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

GTO

Haha Really love the anime GTO

Hmmm.... extract some of the phrase:



Onizuka: "Do not call me a trash."

Onizuka: "Do not call my students trash."

Onizuka: "If I am a teacher, i will not call my student trash."

Onizuka: "I have break down this wall(physical wall), the rest(heart wall) is up to you."

Onizuka: "Maybe I am really Stupid, when I am in Junior high, my teacher used to call us stupid, and it really make me think I am stupid." [Talking about some unthoughful ppl]

Onizuka: "Believe in yourself."

Onizuka: "Let make today a Great Day."

Onizuka: "Think about others, it is easy to die(sucide), but think about people(bullies) that is living, they have do summon great courage to continue living." [Maybe applied on parent, HaHa]

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Realisation

Back to mood swing period....

Every time I had a mood swing, I get to realise more and more dirty and ugly the world is ... ...

I hate it when:
1) Some people I know may tell me I do not know the full picture
2) They doubt may word although it is truth (sometime i did exggerate, but some are truth in there but they turn down the whole statement)
3) They still think the world is nice and there is alot of things better than wat i saying....


COME ON, everyone can see how dirty the world has become over the years....

Firstly
Why learn self-defence, martial art?
-to defence ourself?
-defence against robber?
-defence against bully?
-worst.... to bully others?
-bloody worst... to kill other human?

Or is it the against wild beast our Ancestor has been depanding on for food however respecting the wildlife at the same time and. Yea it might also be for physical activity but how many nowadays are not expolting the existence of this art of defence?


That lead on to question 2
Why are we cutting a boundary between human and other animals?
-Shouldnt all animal given the right to live on earth too?
-Space constrain? What bullshit, if there is no space for us, then do birth control, some human are worst then those beast outside and they are allow to LIVE?

Dont go bullshitting around, when we can live in forest with the wildlife who created these invisible boundary between us. So what we are living in fear? Without fear existing, courage dun exist too, is human wisdom too dumb for this?


Extra:
Once I am thinking that maybe 2/3 of the human population need to die someway or another way, but who is willing to sacrifice themselves. This is a good question , maybe someone wise can come out an answer to this.

But the main point:
Time to rebalance, human should not use this brain for domination of the world, but to protect the world balance. Given knowledge, it is better to control over it or protect it? PPL is too insane over controlling over it.

There is no way for any of us to do it, you may say:
"Look, I done it!"

But watch closer, you are not digging a grave for yourself, but others too.



KK enough of general thought...
Since I am a Singaporean, i not afraid to say i am a Spoilt-Brat, and I dare challenge I not the only spoilt brat.

Looking at what primary students can "offer", can send every adults, even youngsters of my generation shaking down our spine.

If you guys have any spare time, have a quick.... Hmmm.... observation outside the primary school during their dismiss. You will be astonish how vulgarities came out of them like a "beautiful poem". WOW, they outdid the pervious generation with much ease.

So whose fault? Their peers? Theirs senior? Thier Teachers? Their country? Their parent?
Or this culture which we have been so used to?

Yea we might be way better than stone age people, but i could say the emotion (i using it as a noun) that is inborn in us is eroded by this so call "Y-generation", "evolution of human"

Why must we follow this trend, with adult, parent, government bodies telling us we must study hard for the future, what are future without a present or a past? Who/What are setting a datum line for the education level?

PRESSURE.

But who set this pressure on ourself?
A) Ourself
B) Parents
C) Teacher
D) PEERS
E) CULTURE
That I leave it for people to think.

What is this so-call "education" coming to?
The roots is so corrupted, i think most of us is lost too in this so-call education.
Most of us has been taught the hard-skilled knowledge, but what that has not been taught is the very basic need.

-Trust
-Friendship
-Loyalty
-Honesty

-Love

Ya ya, alot of school emphasis on this value, and they keep on talking about it, and keep on talking, and so on and so on. Blah, Blah Blah...? But end of the day?

Verbal talk without any action equal to nothing. Cause what we need is examples to learn from it. Maybe most of the time we are tie down to what they call Laws, Rules, Regulation, etc...

Let see, when we talk about helping others, are we talking on physical need like helping others hold on to their things, or helping people with emotion needs?


Look, should people look out for one another if they know each others? Or like everyday stranger we should help too? I feel that human are no longer united as one. We are breaking into cluster.

Maybe what we need now is a huge diaster that put us together eh? By that time, it is too late, we wouldnt learn to open and listen to each other, each cluster will jus sent out their "best" and debate for a month for " WHO GOT THE BRIGHTIST IDEA!!!"


Here i not making any advertisment for any show, but i felt that parents and teachers should watch "Great Teacher Onizuka", the show helps me reflect on alot of things, like what we really need when we were young. (I like how it teaches me about real friendship and false friendship!)

While others like naruto set me off thinking about hatred (going off track).
Liar Game that show how people can betray each other so easily (although there is a girl character inside that is basically not existed in this world)

So, Should we continue living in this so call illusioned world or someone should step out? (NOT ME I NOT SMART ENOUGH FOR THIS SORT OF REVOLUTION)

End off with the song LYRICS: POISON

I want to believe for eternity

I want to think until the end

That there must be a reason for me to live

Smiling with a cold look -

The one who had his/her soul violated -

Is there any pain when your tears flood?


In a world like this where one can't even say what one wants

POISON

I live on without faking myself

OH OH


In order to have some pride

In this moment when we face each other straightly,

Fighting is also necessary

Sitting on the stairs

We kept on talking about our endless dreams

Until the dawn


Season changes unintentionally.

Are we unconsciously going to look down

And get used to being taken by life?

In a world like this where one can't have even a small dream

POISON

I want to keep liking my individuality at any time

OH OH

Since I want to keep the days I live with freedom

As an important thing,

I'll start to live the way I want to live


I don't wanna be manipulated by dirty lies and words

POISON

I don't wanna look away from the sincere feelings

In a world like this where one can't even say what one wants

POISONI

live on without faking myself

OH OH

In order to have some pride

In this moment when we face each other straightly,

Fighting is also necessary

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Tsubasa Shunraiki OAD1

Yes, 2 more day to OAD2...

Plan to watch the OAD after the second OAD is out, but cant resist the temptation, therefore, i went on to peak, then watch finish the whole OAD. :(

bad boy....


Can watch OAD2 just after 2 more day. HURRAY HURRY

SAKURA HIME ROCKS!!! SYAORAN~KUN ROCKS!!!!!!
MAY THE FUTURE AND DREAM FLOWS WITH THEM AND ASSIST THEM....

AND CHAPTER 221 of TRC, YEAH U DIMENTION WHITCH SHOULD PAY THE PRICE, AND U BETTER DO IT!!!

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Randome QUIZ:
1)
If u think u are a someone who are pure evil and darkness, what should u do? Will u boradcast ur evil side?

Answer:
NAW< DIG A HOLE AND HIDE URSELF FOREVER!!!! wait till one day someone angelic with a soft touch that bring u to bliss. If u are sway, u can also wait for a gang of devils to bring rock and roll to your live.... Depandz....


2)
There are two ancient chinese philosopher:

- one said: human are born of something good
- another said: human are born of something evil

Which do u think is truth and why?


Answer:
Definately second philosopher, a normal human are vail creature by nature. The whole process can be seem right from the start - when u are baby, u are a attention seaker, u learn to get to your own way just by crying. Whenever, u want something, u cry ur way out just by crying. Human are born liar... in this sense... also something evil....

However, what can change is a evil is by constant exposing of love, care and concern with every lesson learn when failing at a slow, painful but right way. Environment factor make a human from "left" to "right". However, only some human themselve can do it through enlightenment or some sort.

However, if ur surronding environment is bad...... evil become amplify lor...
(therefore answer link back to question 1 answer again.....)




END OF RANDOM QUIZ
-signs
<<<<<(QUESTION BY WEE HAO< DONE BY WEE HAO)>>>>

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Concentrate

Damn it, i need to focus my attention on school work....


My "3sec-habit" is starting to kick in again..... need to focus better, jiayou, focus, focus, focus, focus, focus....

Physo spell cast!
woos

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Yohoo

Something snap into my mind suddenly and i am scared....
But it is just to early....


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Woos, finish reading fairy tail, wat next for next holiday?
hope more and better manga keep coming....

I seriously think Tsubasa RC author has some mental problem, making it so complicated and losing his reader intrest...

However, this is his story... T.T, no comments...

Something, expressing wat one's thought to wat one have to say make the whole situation to become worst and complicated....

Watever...

Friday is the worst....
Monday 8am-5pm break at: 11am -12pm
Tuesday 8am-5pm break at: 12pm -1pm
Wednesday 8am-1pm
Thusday 10am - 5pm Break at 1pm-2pm


Friday is the worst...
8am - 6pm break: 10am-11am, 12pm-3pm. sighz....

Stupid DIP+ 3hr str.
Going to be fun anyway, hope i can listen carefully and nt slp in class!
First week GEMS pon... cause i thought no gems for first week?


Lastly, i miss my psp, but i dun regret my choice...

Monday, April 6, 2009

THird post today

Lol third post today, really nth to do. T.T

DisorderRating
Paranoid Disorder:Moderate
Schizoid Disorder:Moderate
Schizotypal Disorder:High
Antisocial Disorder:Low
Borderline Disorder:Moderate
Histrionic Disorder:Low
Narcissistic Disorder:High
Avoidant Disorder:Very High
Dependent Disorder:Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --
-- Personality Disorders --

Is tsubasa going to end?

OOO
i think so, anyway the story is kinda suck after a long break. Anime is much nicer, the feeling is not nt there in manga, nth is being convey out.

Like what Tsubasa as it original going to be...
Land of the wind? i think that the nicest part.

Gogo syaoran.
Haha, going random suddenly....

Gogo sakura.
Ur sweetness is the thing that keep syaoran going on
and the emotion shown by syaoran is wat keep the story going on.


P.S not forgetting fay and blacky (i like to call him by this)

I am bored

Aww i am bored....
zzz


finally, after so many days of event, everything slow down for me. And i am stoning for 1hr le, guess cant cont stoning.....


Yea, ytd, f/o reunion. FUN!.....
I hate (salt)water anyway..., actually i like playing with water, but i hate to be submerge in water. I guess i told most of u before - when i was a child, i kanna throw into a swimming pool b4, and nearly cant breath... zzzz, den after dat i hate water....

It is only 2 yrs b4 i try to learn swimming, but i am too lazy anyway...
Yea, i can swim for only 1min+ den no stamina.... cant even finish a simple 50m. I suck as usual.... maybe because i dk how to change breath properly....


haha, actually i not suppose to go into the sea, but god whooos heck care it, it is a outing. Break one rule of my father again. He scare i cant swim den drown. zzz
i think for 1min+ i can survive as long as i dun go into deep sea. Yea, so dun care.

But in case he dun let me go, better dun bring towel and shampoo, if not he will noe i go out to sea. Den next time cant go to seaside( lol lucky he dun know i have blog if not i ggfied).


After that i really nth to do after getting wet. zzz
maybe play a round or two of "monkey" in water... sigh....
i cant really talk to ppl openly, cause i think ??? i also dk.

This lead me to remember during secondary school, i think i also dun speak to others much, except for some lame joke, some stuff on homework or about cca paperwork. I think i fail my star as astrology as Sagittarius. I am suppose to open conversation... zzz.


haha doing a lot of reflection this few day, guess i dun learn and i dun change much, is it gd or bad?


Look forward to 18/4, Sentosa outing with my long-lost classmate Jurong Secondary Class 4-4 Year 2007
















Yeah. Class PIC ROCKS!!!

Friday, April 3, 2009

Bad day, no return

POST COLLAPSE DUE TO ALOT UNHAPPYNIESS


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Whatever, my way cant change in two or three day,
I am sry if i hurt or what, but for me, i draw line clearly

I am sry, if no one can adapt my total changes in two different world.
Just hope this will be blow off soon.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Finish FO camp

Yo, hiz.

Yea finally finish the FO camp.
To me, it is a success.
YEA YEA YEA

I LOVE THE EXZE
They are THE BEST TEAM i ever had.
Haha.

Actually when i first go to student union, i dun actually feel like joining them...
it is like almost everyone has a family(They went to FO camp, and already know one another)

The feeling when i go there is: awww another 3hrs to past.
I almost pon every training i had
(actually not really lar, go for first two traning, den CNY week, go out with parent,
den exam week, den after that got class chalet, next week i fall sick after chalet,
den another week past by due to "OTHERS THING"), b4 GPs prep, i go for last training.

Haha, when i go there, i felt loss again, cause, i really DK wat to do....
For the whole training, wat i do is memorize all the cheer and campsong and

I DID IT IN ONE DAY, haha. Some of it is i heard of them b4, others is quite catchy tune, so is actually quite easy. The one i scare of is: pearly shell, the XXX light and pass it on.

It is damn hard to remember....

Haha, GPs prep is quite a well done job, i actually manage to break my EMO, barrier.
COOL.

Actually, i think it is Daniel, Alex, Gail and Jerome that help me to mixed around the most, if not i most like emo through GPs prep and wondering if i want to go for FO camp anot. Haha.

Then come FO camp, haha , it is fun.
there is lots of tear shedding incidences.
It is kind of... i dk, but this kinda make a team great isnt it?


Yea, the game is also a success, the freshi has alot of fun,
we have kinda complete the objective isnt it>?


Haha, detail shouldnt been discussed... it is a memory that will be forever kept in heart...
By Tsubasa: Even if i the heart dun remeber, ur body will remember it.

Therefore i believe, this memory has been etched into my life forever.

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Confession #1:
Emo WeeHao

Like~da, this is not the real me, it is a shell of me when i am in primary school.
I have been emoing since kidz because i am the only child, but this is only the outermost mask of me.

haha sry.


Confession #2:
Lame WeeHao


Like~da, this is also not the real me, this is the seconde mask, haha. I use lame joke to cover up only...

SO wat the real me???
i also dun noe, but when i am silent, and thinking hard without any joke, i am close to be myself, i actually wear mask too long, i forget who am i le...

I am sry, but i act like myself in front of ppl, not even my parent noe how i think
It is kinda sad right?
Haha...


Confession #3:
Punishment for first night.

I change the mood huh?
Well, i also dk why i did it, but seeing u all cry, i dun wan to cont emo. so i decide it is the time to lame all the way....

Well, it is kinda sad, i actually also wan to cry with u all, i really envy edwin...
he can cry out like his wanted, i had forgotton how to cry for a team le, i really envy him. For dk when till now, my tear only shed for own selfish purposes. I think i am screw up.

Well, in the end i change the mood, it is a risk for me, cause i dk what the others will thnk of me? Will they dislike the random and stupid me who unable to think of the atmostphere right den...

The result is ok, everyone at least manage to go back to what they are. But after u all had a good laugh, i think i will still be the last one who are wondering... Why i screw up, making stupid mistake like that, has my 4 yrs in sec school gone to waste, SPORT 5 should not be a prob for me, why i can stupid mistake nia...

NVM, past is past, but the truth is i always like to keep repeating the past when i advise ppl to look forward. AWWW


Confession #4:
Prank on second night.


I hate it totally, in truth, although i did not cry, i am actually cursing in my heart....

Opps, sry GPs I/C, but i think i curse really alot, lol... Sry sry, although u did not hear it, still sry...




Confession #5:
Third night.


Like wat i say: It doesnt matter if do not appreciate our affort, as long as we have the go throught the process, get the experience, enjoy as a grp, it is enough.

Haha, i hope to inspire u all, but the truth is i am not sure about it myself.
It is so funny when i say that.
I dun want to say that, but in secondary school, it is usually others say something like this to inspire the team.
Haha, coming from my mouth is really LOL


Confession #6:
A team.


Lol, to tell the truth, i really hate to be in a team, it is really exhasuting and tiring. U will be in alot of stress. Or is it maybe me?

Firstly if u dun do good enough, slack, u are pulling the whole team down, not only urself. It is so pressuring. I dun mind to sink, but i hate to sink a grp down.

Secondly, if u do good enough, the team will be able to survive, but u noe in a team u can always do better, so u tend to give urself more&more pressure to improve.

Thirdly(not for me). If u do too good, people will all depand on u, u will need to shoulder a large burden. Yea, maybe a handful will help, but 8 ppl doing 20ppl job is very tired, if u are not in a team, u only need to do a single man job. Sink and swim is all the effort u put in, u can slack off responsiblility if u fail, by giving urself some reason. But u cant do it for being in a team, cause u are going to answer not for only urself.

Forthly, i do not noe if a grp welcome or not welcome me. It is so tiring alwyas to wonder about this. Goddam the teamwork my mind always will tell me. Sigh.
Maybe EXZE will change my mind, this is really a gd team i do not want to let go off.

Ya finally, letting it go, it felt better, but i somehow feel very very sry. I think i deceive EXZE for not being myself, and i give false impression.... I also do not not what i actually want actually. HAHA. There will always be more for me to learn ba.

Lastly, i dun know i putting up picture anot, let's wait for the photo to arrive first....



P.S
Karnainerbushoshebay

Monday, March 23, 2009

Which Death Note Character Are You?
Your Result: Light Yagami

You are most like Light Yagami. You are extremely brilliant for your age and completely serious. Although, you may lose it from time to time. You're pretty cute and want to change the world so that you'll be a new God.

Near
Ryuzaki aka "L"
Mello
Misa Amane
Which Death Note Character Are You?
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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

WOW, ZQ give me this name to find my name hidden meaning...


What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?
What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?-->
You Are Enchanting and Artful


You are very charming... dangerously so.
You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!
You are friendly, charming, and warm.
You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat.
Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible.
But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are truly an original person.
You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you...
especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing.
You're a strong person.You are usually the best at everything ...
you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable.
You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious.
You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
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KK, THIS IS DUMB!!!
AND I DUN BREAK PEOPLE HEART!!!
ZQ, please tell me this website is a FUWN create de....

ZZZ

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Home

LOL

I do one owning stunt today again,
i forget to bring keys out


Reach home at 3.45.
Stir-fry bed.

STUN, no key....
den need find place to go....


At 9.50 finally back home..
zzz

Sunday, January 25, 2009


Let guess who the mastermind in this session in this show.

Dun be fool, thing dun look as wat they look!

BLOODY MONDAY

Finally, in one day chiong finish BLOODY MONDAY,
total 11 epi, each 48min, around 9hrs... O_O


The dramma is full of twist, u never know will the end, the thinking process is cool,
this dramma really catch me off guard, I GUESS THE WRONG BADDIE....

I nearly cry at some part, but i cant anyway, i always control it....
all that part that is tearful is not touching, but den, u noe... there is this sensation to cry for them. Curse the terroist if they really use the "method( dun wanna disclose here)" in real life...


the method that the hacker used in the story is cool, i wanna be a hacker for one day, i wanna to try, but i dun wanna to face the consequence. :D

The terroist, J, is also cool if he not terroist.
If u wanna run in the range of 12sec, but the best u can is 13sec how?
He form this "cool" but dumb formula.


Let say if ur best is 13sec,
u wanna be in range of 12sec..
let say 12.999... is also within the range of 12sec,
thus if u multiple by 10

10x = 129.999
x = 12.999
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9x = 117


therefore, u can see x = 13

therfore 13 is also a value within the range of 12.
keep ur comment to urself



Lastly, i think i will upload the theme song of this dramma series,
it is kinda nice...
Flumepool - Over the rain

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Wedding dinner

Yo,
I WANNA PLAY TR T.T,
I WANNA FINISH MY REPORT TOO
I ALSO WANNA GET THE GOD CARD FOR YUGIOH TAGFORCE 3

But i only have enought time for ONE and i do everything together and get everything in chaos...



NVM forget it....
Report x 2
Assigment x 2
Presentation (CRS) x 1
Out field (GEMS) x 1
Experiment x 2


Watever lar.





kk talk about today,
today morning wake up go school, nth special
afternoon, go home



Eat lunch, sleep, look at TR and AE&E like a idoit that cant do anything right
Friend jio me play dota

OWNED some FUWN....
Den do some more walking zombie stare

6.30 go out to attend wedding dinner, and i dun know whose that relative that got marriage!

ZZZ


KK, wat is mother's father's Brother's Daughter's Daghter's(nu er) called?
aiya watever lar.....


She marriage to an ang mo, that ang mo is like how to say...

Cute?
and funny....

Yep, funny...

LOL
Eat some food,
ya some

THAT SOME MADE ME CANT SLP
kk, some= alot alot....

2 glass of coke, one orange juice and 2 chinese tea is very much of liquid....

12am reach home, TR i owned myself again... SIGH!


WATever, now do some blog jumpping ba.
SEEYA